I (sorry but I'm egoist and sorry for that ugly colour)

I wanna write so many things. But I don't know how to start this little story. I want to become a better human. I want to become a human. That's my style. My life. I don't have time to do so many things. I need and want to tide up. I need and really want to make time to read my books... I bought some interesting essays written by W. B. Yeats. Not Yeast (droždí in Czech) as I thought. I am really happy that I have them by my own but I don't have time. And my English... Terrible... I am thinking of studying English by my own. Or I can visit some classes but I don't have enough money because it costs an arm and a leg... But I have a very good practisebook at home, so I think Ican handle it. And again about the money... I will finally work as a telephone salesman... Terrible work... Quite nice money.. Oh, it will be a great day... My first salary...

And I hate pink.

Time to... Time to... Time to write a new article!

Just my thought. Nothing more, nothing less. And it doesn't have sense.
I am a film star.
I have a new plant.
I wanna make this world better.
I wanna be rich and famous.
Today I have eaten 4 eggs yet.
I am writing 2 novels and 2 short stories at the moment.
I am still sick.
I still love science and chemistry.
I love arts, too.
I hate Akon's new song, NA, NA, NA....
I love this sessions.

Kill me. Please, kill me. I am an old man, so kill me. It doesn't hurt. Just do it.

I am a bit tired of everything. And I am sick. I am sick of people but I have a cough and a headache, too. There are so many things, I wanna write about. Books, musics but feelings, too. But I don't wanna bore you, as I bored some people today. YES, I am sick and tired. And angry&jealous. And ...&... Sorry.

January, the second

I:

listened to: Lily Allen

read: interesting book about chemistry

thinked about: somebody
:-)

ate: a lot of chocolate

drinked: water

mood: Today, when I was shopping I wanted to hug everybody and tell them, that I love them, so I think, that I was a bit in another world...

did: tidying up

enjoyed: Lily Allen's songs, freedom, my trip to the library, making a bread, eating my bread, reading. . .

Today, the day after yesterday

listening to: Britney Spears - Piece of me
reading: actually nothing, but a serie about Merlinus Ambrosius
thinking about: myself and my character
eating: my dinner
drinking: only water
actually mood: a bit depressed
doing: nothing
enjoying: It's bad to say, but nothing

Midnight session

I am thinking of power of human dreams. I wanna cry whenever I want to. I want to make this world better. I have invented a cheap but primitive water filter. I want to share my ideas with everybody. I hope that I find l some happiness. I like this midnight session and think that it is a good idea. I wanna be a better english speaker. I wanna start learning German because of my friends in Germany.

Believe me or not...

As you know my people-are-like-bottles life theory, I must let you know that I feel really mixed. At the moment I am changing my moods and my mind as fast as a girl changes her clothes (as my favourite songs says) or faster. Oh, I can hear this song in the radio at the moment! There are lots of things that are really good news for me. But there are lots of things which I wanna change or ignore....